Speaking of things I've been meaning to do for a few years, I've been meaning to write this post since I first mentioned going skydiving again a few years ago. When I was a kid, I loved anything to do with flying. Planes, helicopters, hang gliding, skydiving.... I wanted to do all of them. There was just one problem. I really really hated falling. Especially from heights.
Space Mountain at Disney World? No problem. It's just a coaster that goes around really fast but there's never that climactic final plunge that so many roller coasters include. I hate that final stomach-lurching drop. The
Twilight Zone Tower of Terror ride seems designed to have all the elements I hate in an amusement park ride. I still rode it twice since my friends loved that freefalling sensation. So I chalked up skydiving to something that sounded fun but also unlikely to happen in my lifetime.
But the idea stayed with me. I really really wanted to float down to the ground, hanging from a parachute. So one year, I convinced a handful of co-workers to go skydiving with me. I woke up bright and early, wound up from the excitement of it all. Cheery conversation on the drive to the jump zone in Chicago. A little more serious when the staff reviewed what would happen on the jump, how to arch your body, where they wanted our arms and legs, how to check the altimeter, and when to pull the ripcord. Watched a quick safety video and signed papers promising not to sue them (and also agreeing to lose the lawsuit if we sued them anyway). Excitement returned as we climbed into a small plane with a noisy engine. The door was open as we took off and stayed open the whole time. I loved flying. I stared out the window happily. The plane kept climbing. I liked that. I wanted a nice long jump so the higher the better.

Or at least I thought the higher altitude was great until I got to the doorway. Standing in the open doorway of the plane, with nothing separating me from the air and the oh-so-far-away ground, I suddenly remembered that 14,000 feet up was a very long distance. I remembered that I hated falling and this was a lot of falling. I stood there, petrified. I think our instructions had been to get up to the doorway, count to three, and then jump, back arched with arms and legs spread. I got as far as getting to the doorway and counting to three over and over again. I'm guessing they're used to that. The instructor I was strapped to waited a moment, and then just stepped out, taking me with him.
( Click to read more of those few minutes in the air )I think most people think of adrenaline junkies and amped-up excitement when they hear about skydiving. And there's certainly that. But for me, my favorite part is that all-encompassing sensation of peace after the chute's deployed.